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andwelcometomyworld asked: lies

SO OBVIOUSLY MY GF HATES ME. OKAY THEN I GUESS INSTEAD OF DRIVING 554 MILES ILL GO BUT A MOSBERG AR-15. OR. SHE CAN BE UBER DUPER AWESOME AND TELL ME THAT SHE DOSNT HATE ME BUT TILL SHE DOES IMA BUY THE GUN BECAUSE SHE HATES ME SO MUCH

andwelcometomyworld asked: You jelly of my swag?

..im going to take 8 tylenol everytime you say that, so far thats like 40. youre killing your husband. :”(

andwelcometomyworld asked: I love you

i love you more

you know id love to work at my grandmas on the tractor, plow the snow, work the yard maintence with it, all that good stuff. but no! no neither one of my grandmas will let me do anything like that

so when adobe gives me my fricking code for cs.5 this summer i am going to re master doom, mario cart(first ever) and or halo1 so if anyone has any avatars for these games tell me so i can get them and itl make my job easier

well that last post was a load of shit. she went to sleep 4 hours ago and i was wound tight like a spring and watched a movie then got tired drew some on inkscape and went threw her tumblr agian and not im crying and about to lock it so i cant see it anymore..it just kills me to see what she said. “i can learn to love him as much as he loves me(:” that killed me..i am dead inside. i feel nothing except sadness. i really want to rewind time, take back my mistakes, torch justin, mario or w/e and some other guy and darian. fucking burn them all. maybe even me, im no better..im weak enough to and fell for fake ass bullshit faking whore. i mean really i want to go to the car show this fall to see norm but i can because i care to much about amanda to go there and jeperdise upsetting the only girl i love, will ever love, can ever love. know how serious i am? i sold my xbox controller, battery pack, thought about my rc car, and im selling my xbox1 and all its crap. i was collecting a bunch of that stuff. but im giving it all up to go see her. i need to, i need this..we need this. after i go see her and shit i think…no. i know this realtionship will be one of the best. a fairytail. but till then my thoughts, nightmares, over thinkings, and worrysom attitude will continue to tear me down. im a little affraid that after she sees me she will say ew wtf and dump me and ill have wasted 1000 miles and 250$ to go see her for a break up.. i dont want taht to happen AT ALL. in fact i want her to say hey im coming back with you and get in my car and drive home with me. but no, my fucking thoughts always go to her saying wtf ew why am i with him hes not worth it. then i get into the mood im in right now, depressed, sad, and fucking all around shitty.

think she should eat my fricking cupcakes??!?